Laudamus te. Benedicimus te. Adoramus te. In Gloria Dei Patris
How to even start this entry...with a begining I suppose.
A lot has changed since my last update, a lot has changed in the last day let alone the past six but I should start at the begining.
On friday October 15th I went and saw Sky Captain and the World of tomorrow, it was good. After I came home and talked to my dad about the movie and asked if I could go hang out with friends untill 10:30 and he said yes. No, actualy what he really said was "It's friday, one of us should get to have a life" So I went and had fun and hung out with friends and came home at 10:15 to a pitch black house save the light beaming in from the garage door. So I walk twords it and am confronted with the sight of my father hanging by his neck from the rafters. My first reaction was the word I said: "Bullshit" and then my reason "No one can hang themselvs with their feet touching ground". Turns out I was wrong, so after realizing my fathers now dead body was strung up I cut him down and called 911. Fast forward through CPR and Para's, cops neibors and me doing what I had to and I'm back at home alone minus one more parent. Since then I've just been taking care of what I can, dealing with the tons of shit that I now have on my plate, truthfully I'm in way over my head...but truthfully thats never made much of a diffrence before.
Thanks to everyone who gave me love help and support, I apreaciate it more than I can express.
As far as the future goes I intend to continue with my goals, I refuse to allow this suicide to interfere with that. Saturday I'm going to lunch with Lauren and then to my birthday party at the club and hillary's. Sunday maybe a movie tuesday GTA:SA, Nov. 9th: The OC, Dec. 2nd: HIM. In between all that there are indefinate amounts of thing I have to do, job, home, funeral, bills, calls to make, people to meet and things to get done and above all: A brother to watch over. I've reached the end of all I can say at this time about all this, I'd write out thank-yous but there would be too damn many so I'm afraid people will have to take my thanks verbally and such. So thats it, if you want to contact me it's 562-4330, thanks everyone-
-Chris
A lot has changed since my last update, a lot has changed in the last day let alone the past six but I should start at the begining.
On friday October 15th I went and saw Sky Captain and the World of tomorrow, it was good. After I came home and talked to my dad about the movie and asked if I could go hang out with friends untill 10:30 and he said yes. No, actualy what he really said was "It's friday, one of us should get to have a life" So I went and had fun and hung out with friends and came home at 10:15 to a pitch black house save the light beaming in from the garage door. So I walk twords it and am confronted with the sight of my father hanging by his neck from the rafters. My first reaction was the word I said: "Bullshit" and then my reason "No one can hang themselvs with their feet touching ground". Turns out I was wrong, so after realizing my fathers now dead body was strung up I cut him down and called 911. Fast forward through CPR and Para's, cops neibors and me doing what I had to and I'm back at home alone minus one more parent. Since then I've just been taking care of what I can, dealing with the tons of shit that I now have on my plate, truthfully I'm in way over my head...but truthfully thats never made much of a diffrence before.
Thanks to everyone who gave me love help and support, I apreaciate it more than I can express.
As far as the future goes I intend to continue with my goals, I refuse to allow this suicide to interfere with that. Saturday I'm going to lunch with Lauren and then to my birthday party at the club and hillary's. Sunday maybe a movie tuesday GTA:SA, Nov. 9th: The OC, Dec. 2nd: HIM. In between all that there are indefinate amounts of thing I have to do, job, home, funeral, bills, calls to make, people to meet and things to get done and above all: A brother to watch over. I've reached the end of all I can say at this time about all this, I'd write out thank-yous but there would be too damn many so I'm afraid people will have to take my thanks verbally and such. So thats it, if you want to contact me it's 562-4330, thanks everyone-
-Chris