Self Confidence Part II
Next, my recent experience with friendship.
I am extremely grateful for Evboard and the friendships that I've gained from it.
I hold them in such high regard because they're the first friends that I've made without the aid of a job or school. I made them on my own.
Although, there are things that trouble me about my self-confidence in relation to my friends.
There are occasions where I isolate myself from my friends.
For example, Little Rock 2005 on the last night of the party especially, I just kept to myself.
Even New Year's...sleeping in a walk-in closet. I wonder if I did that simply to isolate myself from the rest of the group or not, subconsciously.
Another thing that I do that's extremely troubling is when I have nothing to say, I'll tend to stare aimlessly. It frustrates me because they're my friends and I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable around me. I have very little to no social skills and if I feel this way in front of most of my friends, then strangers can very easily tell the same thing.
I am extremely grateful for Evboard and the friendships that I've gained from it.
I hold them in such high regard because they're the first friends that I've made without the aid of a job or school. I made them on my own.
Although, there are things that trouble me about my self-confidence in relation to my friends.
There are occasions where I isolate myself from my friends.
For example, Little Rock 2005 on the last night of the party especially, I just kept to myself.
Even New Year's...sleeping in a walk-in closet. I wonder if I did that simply to isolate myself from the rest of the group or not, subconsciously.
Another thing that I do that's extremely troubling is when I have nothing to say, I'll tend to stare aimlessly. It frustrates me because they're my friends and I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable around me. I have very little to no social skills and if I feel this way in front of most of my friends, then strangers can very easily tell the same thing.