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So yesterday was the start of my new life. Now I am supposed to just get up and get on with it right. Well... I am so unsure where to go from here. I am so scared that Izabella is going to be kidnapped now that I don't even want to leave my house. How did things escalate to this. I mean I knew that things were really bad, but I never imagined that Omar would actually try and take her from me. Oh God I feel so overwhelmed and confused. I need to go downtown and talk to someone tomorrow about the restraining order, and what exactly my options are. The only thing that is important to me is Izabella's safety. I'm just terrified that I'm going to turn my head for a second and then she will be taken. Please God help me protect her and keep her with me...