Wow.. this is a first in a long time..

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Hmm yeah i wont start this with dear diary.. nor will i be totally stupid.. well i'll try.. i cant believe that we're SENIORS! it doesnt even feel it it totally feels like everything has just gone by so quickly.. i dont know.. theres is just so much stuff going on that i havent even been able to write in my journal book s that i have.. im on my 7th one.. but i havent gotten myself up to finishing it.. yesterday i gott totally wasted with Karleigh matt and kari.. well kari didnt drink she drove home even though she only has her permit :-X yea i know.. but at least we wern't driving drunk ! HAHA ... but yea i've never been so freakin mesed up in my life to the point where i couldnt walk.. but i heard it was pretty funny :-) ... anyway.. christmas ball is in like... less than a week... and i have so much to do .. i wasnt gunna go but karleigh is making me haha .. i know i should cuz its my last year and all.. but idk yeah i was dating this boy .. yes and i will say 'boy' bcuz ots exactly what he is... who claimed that he broke up with me because he didnt want to hurt me.. i've never been dumped before.. and that was a hell of a shocker of a reason to do it .. let me tell yuh ! Ha.. buti do believe that it is more fun being single.. as much as i do want the whole guy caring for me relationship thingy... like i can hang out with my guy friends and just have fun with out worrying about what the person i am dating will think... i hate that feeling.. the feeling of not being trusted.. but most of all i hate the feeling that comes to me when i am ignored.. so it had to come to a stop and im actually glad that it did because.. well.. he probably wouldnt approve of some of the things i do anyway... hmm so yea.. anyway .. HAHA
Not too long ago me .. Rach.. kari.. an miranda just got back from Dennys.. OoO Good times :-p.. ugh i dont know what else to write and my hands are getting tired.. im surprised i havent passed out on the keyboard sdfiiiiiiiiiiiiowejmmmmmmmmmmmd fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

oops...:-X haha just playin ;-)