Going on
Time goes by slowly and going on is even harder Losing your child is the worst pain and so unfair to out live your child. I am still struggling to come to grips and move on. I have been so consumed in grief that it is a struggle just to get out of bed. I miss my princess every minute of the day. I cannot go into Walmart or any store we visited
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Julia,
I'm so glad you wrote here to share your grief. This place is a support place for Steph and that includes her mother as you are and always will be the part of Steph that lives on. Please don't forget that. I can't imagine the deep pain you are experiencing right now. Please know that your Stephlets lives on in my heart and the hearts of all who knew and loved her here. Please hang on. I know Steph would want you to fight like she fought. I know she would understand your pain & doubt. She hated that her health hurt those around her. Life is really fucking hard. What else can one say. Faith has to be blind and strong. I'm always here to listen and read what you write here. Please consider me a friend to lean on. I know every second without her must feel like an eternity. Just keep focusing on the love and all the beauty you gave her. Being a caregiver for those 21 years is an amazing gift. Really an amazing gift. You were the core of Steph's strength that she loved so much and that everyone loved her for. Please keep all the beauty and positive in your heart.
Take care of yourself. I send you my strongest wishes for strength and peace in this time.
Adj.
HUGS!
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