Vacation and Etc
Well, I made the 1400 miles from Florida to Canada in safety. I also didn't kill my brother so that's a huge achievement. I am going to be here until next Friday and then I'm going to be driving back so I'll be online until Sunday and then I'm going back to the grandparents so I won't have internet.
I'm having a really good time, except that today I miss my friends and stuff. I also kinda miss my mom, but not a lot. Mostly because I need a really good hug right now since we were talking about my grandmother who passed away five months ago tomorrow. I haven't been here since she passed away so I keep being reminded about her and I feel like I need to be with people I'm close to hence me missing my friends because I feel closer to them than most of my family members (which is sad I know). I am going to work on that, but I feel that there are just some things about the real me that my parents don't need to know. The sad thing is that my aunt said that she thinks that my dad knows my cousin more than he knows me. That scares me. I would hope my father would know me better than he knows my cousin. If he doesn't that's slightly his fault because he and my mom make me feel like I can't tell them things. Anyways, I hope everyone else is having a good summer and you all should email or IM or leave me voicemails so I feel loved!
I'm having a really good time, except that today I miss my friends and stuff. I also kinda miss my mom, but not a lot. Mostly because I need a really good hug right now since we were talking about my grandmother who passed away five months ago tomorrow. I haven't been here since she passed away so I keep being reminded about her and I feel like I need to be with people I'm close to hence me missing my friends because I feel closer to them than most of my family members (which is sad I know). I am going to work on that, but I feel that there are just some things about the real me that my parents don't need to know. The sad thing is that my aunt said that she thinks that my dad knows my cousin more than he knows me. That scares me. I would hope my father would know me better than he knows my cousin. If he doesn't that's slightly his fault because he and my mom make me feel like I can't tell them things. Anyways, I hope everyone else is having a good summer and you all should email or IM or leave me voicemails so I feel loved!