dis|ease
I feel like strep throat is coming back. I felt worst when I came back from Dallas, but I thought I had gotten over it. Now it's bad again. Really bad. And I don't know if I'll get over it or if I'll keep getting sick and that'll just be what happens from now on. It sucks because, since summer, I've never felt healthier. But winter is stabbing away at me and I'm overcome by stress and mental fatigue... I've been really shitty. And my cough seems contagious. Such is life.
Unrelatedly, on the way home from school today, a lady just wheeled out into my lane totally unexpected. She was almost parallel with me and trying to get in my fucking lane. I slammed on the brakes and started freaking out, thinking that an accident was inevitable. Luckily, I decided to hop the curb and avoided her by a few inches. But my fear of being in an accident turned to raw anger amazingly fast... I was laying on the horn and waving my arms and screaming all sorts of shit. My steering wheel was covered in spit. But the lady wasn't even bothered. She drove with her chin up and didn't even look at me. I wanted to kill her. And I felt like I was about to puke.
Things aren't going well. But then my past two winters in this state have been pretty fucking miserable, too. I should have lowered my expectations by now anyway.
Unrelatedly, on the way home from school today, a lady just wheeled out into my lane totally unexpected. She was almost parallel with me and trying to get in my fucking lane. I slammed on the brakes and started freaking out, thinking that an accident was inevitable. Luckily, I decided to hop the curb and avoided her by a few inches. But my fear of being in an accident turned to raw anger amazingly fast... I was laying on the horn and waving my arms and screaming all sorts of shit. My steering wheel was covered in spit. But the lady wasn't even bothered. She drove with her chin up and didn't even look at me. I wanted to kill her. And I felt like I was about to puke.
Things aren't going well. But then my past two winters in this state have been pretty fucking miserable, too. I should have lowered my expectations by now anyway.