Doldrums
I have that feeling. A feeling of stagnation that comes up every once in a while and holds on for at least a few days, maybe more. Strangely, I find it often hits me when my mind is most full of ideas. In this case, a series of new events, new people, new revelations, new ideas and new weather has combined and pulled my poor mind in so many directions at once that I just... don't know how to process it.
I'm not sure what causes my inability to deal with so much input at once. I think a life of mainly inactivity and solitary activities rarely spurred on by my parents has left my brain rather mushy and virgin. I love more than anything a lot of activity, yet actually pushing myself into it is very difficult. If I'm not careful that leads to depression, but I think I can mostly avoid than nowadays.
I need to find a catalyst within myself.
I'm not sure what causes my inability to deal with so much input at once. I think a life of mainly inactivity and solitary activities rarely spurred on by my parents has left my brain rather mushy and virgin. I love more than anything a lot of activity, yet actually pushing myself into it is very difficult. If I'm not careful that leads to depression, but I think I can mostly avoid than nowadays.
I need to find a catalyst within myself.