It seems as though the world likes to remind me that even I'm not immune to making mistakes. The last few days have been troubling, and I feel lost now that I'm apart from the Lifestream. It feels like there's nowhere I can turn to without making things worse, but despair never solved anything for the better.
I think I might go for a walk, hopefully spending some time in the presence of the green earth will soothe the pain. Gaia knows that the sanctuary of the cathedral will only make it worse right now. Too many bitter feelings there. Never use gasoline to put out a fire, as it were. Having some time to think would be best.
Especially after that fortune that woman read. I haven't had that done since the Gold Saucer...I wonder why my fortunes are always so ominous...?
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Tifa? Cloud? Vincent's gone missing, I think it might have something to do with a conversation we had and that scuffle with Kadaj. We need to go looking for him, before he finds a coffin to lock himself into. Brooding in the dark somewhere only makes his feelings of guilt worse, and I'm worried.
....It's rather disappointing to see how quickly the boys forget that the gospel protects as well as heals. But I've got an idea.
I know this is going to sound rather bad of me, but I was thinking. Vincent's probably off hiding somewhere because he feels like Chaos got out of hand, and he's upset that he could have killed me. I have no hard feelings (since invincibility made it a nuisance more than anything), so I was thinking...
We find Vincent, pull him out of his hiding place, and then drop him in the lake. What do you think?
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Kadaj? I'm sorry I haven't been home. Have you been doing well? We really need to talk soon.