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Wow... I am now officially the most emotionally healthy person amongst my group of close friends.
This is partly because I'm quite happy these days, with a few not-very-important exceptions, but even more because so many people I know seem to be running away from something they can't deal with. Which makes me extremely sad, as I love them and want them all to be happy and okay with themselves and okay with each other, and I'm totally powerless to fix any of their problems or even, in some cases, to help them figure out what the problem is.
ARRRRRG.
(Apologies for the semi-cryptic, angtsy, totally typical livejournal post, but I needed to vent somehow and I can't say anything more than this because I'd be betraying the confidences of a number of people whose trust I value about as much as my life.)
By the way, I'm back. From everything. The last days of Europe were awesome, despite Prague being weird and having terrible food (Vienna and Nurnberg, however, are the coolest) and Montana was crazy gorgeous. I kayaked and biked and avoided talking about certain important and sensitive things to relatives and got a very sunburned nose, all of which was good.
In other news, I just bought a beautiful green silk skirt at about an eighth of its original price... that was good too.
Really, lots of things are good. I just wish I had a magic wand to wave that could untangle the problems of the people I love.
ARRRRG.
This is partly because I'm quite happy these days, with a few not-very-important exceptions, but even more because so many people I know seem to be running away from something they can't deal with. Which makes me extremely sad, as I love them and want them all to be happy and okay with themselves and okay with each other, and I'm totally powerless to fix any of their problems or even, in some cases, to help them figure out what the problem is.
ARRRRRG.
(Apologies for the semi-cryptic, angtsy, totally typical livejournal post, but I needed to vent somehow and I can't say anything more than this because I'd be betraying the confidences of a number of people whose trust I value about as much as my life.)
By the way, I'm back. From everything. The last days of Europe were awesome, despite Prague being weird and having terrible food (Vienna and Nurnberg, however, are the coolest) and Montana was crazy gorgeous. I kayaked and biked and avoided talking about certain important and sensitive things to relatives and got a very sunburned nose, all of which was good.
In other news, I just bought a beautiful green silk skirt at about an eighth of its original price... that was good too.
Really, lots of things are good. I just wish I had a magic wand to wave that could untangle the problems of the people I love.
ARRRRG.