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I'm getting nosebleeds from having to blow my nose so much. Coughing hurts and shakes my whole chest. I can't sleep well because my glands are so swollen and dry. I keep waking up blind because my eyes leak and crust over. I get tired just making breakfast, and then I only eat half of it because eating hurts my throat. And I think I'm getting an ear infection.
This is all four days AFTER starting antibiotics. This isn't a cold, this is the goddamn plague.
I can't believe that I'm actually about to put on my boots and head over to school in the bright sunny 11 degree weather for a full day of classes.
But then I also can't believe I'm thinking of skipping any more. I've missed a week. Christ.
How the hell did I get through those three performances?
Well. I must be getting better if I've started whining. When I'm really, REALLY sick, like I have been this past week, my own misery strikes me as being hilarious. (I will always remember scaring Eszter by being wildly cheerful and amused by my racking cough and 104-degree fever in the emergency room when I had pneumonia.) It's only when I'm well enough to notice how awful I really do feel that I start to bitch and moan.
... Ugh. I feel awful. *bitches, moans*
This is all four days AFTER starting antibiotics. This isn't a cold, this is the goddamn plague.
I can't believe that I'm actually about to put on my boots and head over to school in the bright sunny 11 degree weather for a full day of classes.
But then I also can't believe I'm thinking of skipping any more. I've missed a week. Christ.
How the hell did I get through those three performances?
Well. I must be getting better if I've started whining. When I'm really, REALLY sick, like I have been this past week, my own misery strikes me as being hilarious. (I will always remember scaring Eszter by being wildly cheerful and amused by my racking cough and 104-degree fever in the emergency room when I had pneumonia.) It's only when I'm well enough to notice how awful I really do feel that I start to bitch and moan.
... Ugh. I feel awful. *bitches, moans*