Small Revelation here

Feb 16, 2007 00:51

For the time that I got online and found the furry community I thought to be unique and make a name for myself in all the wrong reasons it seems. I knew I liked things that are giant or grow in size so I joined various groups that overlapped in my interests. I also knew I had an affinity for my pool toys that I had played with in my youth so joined those groups. I thought it would be interesting to combine interests so hence that is how Cetas the inflatable macro loving/being dolphin anthro came about (and hence the name of this journal). Recently though (within the past 2 years) I find that is rather false and a dolphin isn't my true fursona or inner being and that I had been doing things to garner attention and made a fool of myself a few times in the process.

All this you might ask (those who bother reading this) and wonder then what is my inner fursona like? I find it is to be equine in nature though not necessary in form. By this I could be anything from a horse, unicorn, ki'rin or such things as a hippogryph or hippocampus but the deciding factor is that it something to do with an equine in it. I have been collecting horse plushes when I could, I have been drooling to be able to own one of those inflatable zebras or palominos I see on one group I am a part of, stopped myself short from buying a My Little Pony figurine though have been known to watch the eps posted on YouTube. Basically most anything that deals with horses I have been into with such frenzy it is maddening, the only thing I haven't done lately is ridden a horse or be near a horse (the last I was was 5 years ago). I get whispers in my dreams from a being that I would describe as an unicorn in appearance only female and with wings and fully anthro. All in all I have gone plumb horsenuts. (sorry for the pun).

So from now on I consider my my character of Cetas to be a horsefur of modest size with a grey coat of fur and black mane and tail (this has no relation to why Cetas looks like this on Second Life). He is also of no particular breed but could be considered a mustang as he tends to wander from place to place having no allegiance to anything or any particular person or fur. To keep with my interests he can be an inflatable toy at times and then be pumped up to great sizes or he could become as flesh and blood macro the old fashioned way of potions, spells, or ray guns. All in all he is keeping within my general likings and interests (this includes the fact that I am straight for relationships).

This all I want to say of the matter at the moment.
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