no no no don't lie
so it's 4am. i should be asleep. but i went to bed so early that i can't sleep now. i was damn exhausted. and i have to be up at 6:30. i'd rather be sleeping now. lj and i have grown apart. so 4am seems like as good a time as any to update. it's not a real update though. just me trying to wear myself out. i think not being asleep when i should be is my greatest pet peeve. and i have no books to read at present. reading late at night always helps me sleep. sure wish i had a book. i have a cramp in my leg. that might be part of why i can't sleep. i took some medicine for it. it's not working yet. oh, maybe i should play some nice music to help me sleep. might help. i think some tim janis. he's amazing. plays the pennywhistle and other amazing instruments. his music is very peaceful. so hopefully that helps. now maybe i'll hop back into back and relax. goodnight to all you crazy people who sleep all night.