Last Goodbye

[cest_juders]

If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have told you how much you mean to me.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have listened harder to what you weren't saying.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have let you know how your smile always brightened my day.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have turned asked you 'how's life', and really cared.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have smiled back at you.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have told you what a wonderful difference you make by just being you.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I would have hugged you, even if it wasn't the 'cool' thing to do.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
I wouldn't have bored you with the details of my music essay.
If I had known that was our last goodbye
if only I had known
I would have never said goodbye.