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Okay well since I really can't sleep and I don't really wanna brush my problems onto anyone else i think its time for a serious Kyle entry here...
As some of you may of known I was seeing a girl for about a couple weeks, she was nice and i think she really grew on me, and to be quite honest i thought maybe something good was gonna happen.....but here's where the trouble starts....
People who knew about her knew she wasn't good news, and they told me that it was probably best to stay away....now before you say Kyle listen to your heart not what other people have to say hear me on this one....what seems like every single relationship i've been in i've followed my heart and didn't listen to my friend's warnings and i ended up getting crushed every time....so this time I decided to listen to my friend's warnings and debated on whether i should take the relationship further or end it right there.....then there's another problem...
As I was debating on this, I started to get to know another girl here at school.....now she is a girl who is extremely nice, and doesn't seem like she has a bad bone in her body....another thing is that we all are friends and seems like every weekend we all get together and just drink and have a good time....well one night, while intoxicated, i revealed this crush to her friends...to which they actually seemed excited and told me that I should try and see if things could develop further....but here's another problem....
I don't think she has the same feelings for me as I do for her...and I'm afraid if I do tell her that I do like her, that she will be like, sorry kyle i don't have the same feelings for you, and then things will get weird, and thats the last thing i want....
So I end up breaking things off with the girl who was interested in me, for the girl i have the crush for....i've talked to everyone....and by mean everyone i mean mom, sister, friends, to see what they all think and they all think that I do have to give it a shot....but how come I feel like i don't have a shot.....and in the end i'm just gonna get hurt again....i don't know....crappy entry i know....but i just had to get it off my mind
As some of you may of known I was seeing a girl for about a couple weeks, she was nice and i think she really grew on me, and to be quite honest i thought maybe something good was gonna happen.....but here's where the trouble starts....
People who knew about her knew she wasn't good news, and they told me that it was probably best to stay away....now before you say Kyle listen to your heart not what other people have to say hear me on this one....what seems like every single relationship i've been in i've followed my heart and didn't listen to my friend's warnings and i ended up getting crushed every time....so this time I decided to listen to my friend's warnings and debated on whether i should take the relationship further or end it right there.....then there's another problem...
As I was debating on this, I started to get to know another girl here at school.....now she is a girl who is extremely nice, and doesn't seem like she has a bad bone in her body....another thing is that we all are friends and seems like every weekend we all get together and just drink and have a good time....well one night, while intoxicated, i revealed this crush to her friends...to which they actually seemed excited and told me that I should try and see if things could develop further....but here's another problem....
I don't think she has the same feelings for me as I do for her...and I'm afraid if I do tell her that I do like her, that she will be like, sorry kyle i don't have the same feelings for you, and then things will get weird, and thats the last thing i want....
So I end up breaking things off with the girl who was interested in me, for the girl i have the crush for....i've talked to everyone....and by mean everyone i mean mom, sister, friends, to see what they all think and they all think that I do have to give it a shot....but how come I feel like i don't have a shot.....and in the end i'm just gonna get hurt again....i don't know....crappy entry i know....but i just had to get it off my mind