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Well I know i don't write in here anymore, but something has been bothering me all day and it continues to bug me as i am trying to sleep so i always remembered typing in here always helps me...and since the person who i'm going to talk about doesn't have livejournal...i think i'll be safe if i put it in here...so here it goes....
So where do i start....okay let me start at the first time i saw her....i was back home in adrian at a party with everyone i know and my sister comes over to me...."Kyle, thats Kacie over there, she's Joni's daughter, and she plays volleyball at Adrian College." Now Joni had been cutting my hair for like the past 10 years or so...so i went over to talk to her intoxicated (dumb mistake) and called her Katie....and said she played volleyball at Siena...i know smooth smooth....but she was actually really cool about it, and actually talked to me....
A couple weeks later when we went over to bar back home, who do i bump into, but none other than Kacie....and she ribbed me a lil bit about callin her katie and stuff but again she was real cool about it....and let me tell ya if i haven't already, i think she is a very beautiful girl and had an instant crush on her....
Which leads into thanksgiving weekend....so before i left for home i got a facebook wall message from kacie sayin, "I expect to see you out this weekend since i see you everywhere and you will call me katie and say i go to Siena." So immediately i think to myself....dear lord let me see her when i go out on Wed......and on Wed night i go out to the bar and what do you know....she's there.....and i'm not really all that drunk as i was previously...and i actually talk to her for a while and she's really really cool....well during the night she touches a guy i know's ass for fun...and i find out about it....and write on her facebook wall, "hey just to remind you you grabbed Greg Sturmers ass tonight" and then she replied, "Yeah well your just jealous!" So i sent her a message saying yes i am jealous, so you gotta make up for it by hanging out with me Friday night....lol i know it was really really bold....
But she actually replied back sayin okay but you gotta call me....
So thursday is thanksgiving and my mom's buggin me all day to call her, and i said yeah i'll call her sometime....and thursday night my family and i go out bowling and guess who's at the bowling alley.....yeah you guessed it Kacie....so i went over to her and talked to her again and asked her if she still wanted to hang out and she said yes....i'm like oh my god...could life be any sweeter.....
...and it did....cause friday night her and i went out to eat....and i had fun and was enjoying it....but i didn't know if she was or anything....so i took her back to her apartment and we parted ways and i thought well you know at least i had fun and actually went out and what not....but then on my way home i got a call from her askin if i wanted to come back and watch a movie with her at the apartment (where i find out her roommate Forced her to call me back and hang out...lol she's shy like me....) so i went back and we watched a couple movies till 4....which was a lot of fun.....
So saturday I got a facebook message saying she had a good time and wanted to do it again sometime soon...and that her and some friends were goin to the bar and she'll probably see me there since she sees me everywhere.....lol so I, Myself and with nobody else, go to the bar and meet up with her.....now if you don't know me I'm really shy and don't normally go out by myself...but i did...and it was fun meeting her friends...(one of her friends who only dates black guys says, "he's pretty cute for a white guy")....well after that i take her home since i only had one beer....and i was gonna drop her off again, but she says hey lets watch Grey's Anatomy Season 2...so i go okay......well she's kinda drunk so she's more opened up and stuff....and we were kinda flirtin around...and we kissed....
Now let me say i felt mixed emotions...she said she was sober and i believed her....but this is only the second time i've hung out...but the other side is like....oh my god kyle your so lucky....so we kiss for a few and i'm holdin her until she falls asleep...and i leave around 4 givin her a kiss again....
Sunday i decide to stay in Adrian another day....i use the excuse that i want to complete my 10 page paper....but cmon....i wanted to see her....she's funny, she's smart, she's athletic....and she loves POP CULTURE....i mean if there ever was a dream girl...this would be her....so around 11:30 i stop over and we hang out again......i mean there's no touchin or anything but when i leave we kiss again so i'm still thinkin all is good....
Well on monday i gave her a call...but got voicemail...but no return call....and now its tuesday at 11:40 pm...still no return....and its starting to bug the hell out of me....so here, i'll put what i wrote to her on facebook....
Hey Kacie,
I just wanted to tell ya that if you want space or if i'm weirdin you out, you can tell me. I'm not tryin to put you in an uncomfortable position or anything because your a really awesome person. I really did have a good time this weekend and I would like to hang out with you more and get to know you better. But if you want to remain friends that would be awesome too!
I don't want to sound forward or anything or jump to conclusions, but I don't want this thing in my head all the time, especially with 3 weeks left before break....if anything i want everything to work out as well as it did this weekend because i did have an awesome time....one of the best i've had in a while.....and if she does want to be just friends then I'm gonna have to reflect on myself because its the SECOND time in a row that this has happened to me.....what am i doing wrong?....i really do like this girl and i can see something happening...i just wish she could to....oh well sorry for the long story...if you read the whole thing i think you for your patience...and i do feel a lil better now...
So where do i start....okay let me start at the first time i saw her....i was back home in adrian at a party with everyone i know and my sister comes over to me...."Kyle, thats Kacie over there, she's Joni's daughter, and she plays volleyball at Adrian College." Now Joni had been cutting my hair for like the past 10 years or so...so i went over to talk to her intoxicated (dumb mistake) and called her Katie....and said she played volleyball at Siena...i know smooth smooth....but she was actually really cool about it, and actually talked to me....
A couple weeks later when we went over to bar back home, who do i bump into, but none other than Kacie....and she ribbed me a lil bit about callin her katie and stuff but again she was real cool about it....and let me tell ya if i haven't already, i think she is a very beautiful girl and had an instant crush on her....
Which leads into thanksgiving weekend....so before i left for home i got a facebook wall message from kacie sayin, "I expect to see you out this weekend since i see you everywhere and you will call me katie and say i go to Siena." So immediately i think to myself....dear lord let me see her when i go out on Wed......and on Wed night i go out to the bar and what do you know....she's there.....and i'm not really all that drunk as i was previously...and i actually talk to her for a while and she's really really cool....well during the night she touches a guy i know's ass for fun...and i find out about it....and write on her facebook wall, "hey just to remind you you grabbed Greg Sturmers ass tonight" and then she replied, "Yeah well your just jealous!" So i sent her a message saying yes i am jealous, so you gotta make up for it by hanging out with me Friday night....lol i know it was really really bold....
But she actually replied back sayin okay but you gotta call me....
So thursday is thanksgiving and my mom's buggin me all day to call her, and i said yeah i'll call her sometime....and thursday night my family and i go out bowling and guess who's at the bowling alley.....yeah you guessed it Kacie....so i went over to her and talked to her again and asked her if she still wanted to hang out and she said yes....i'm like oh my god...could life be any sweeter.....
...and it did....cause friday night her and i went out to eat....and i had fun and was enjoying it....but i didn't know if she was or anything....so i took her back to her apartment and we parted ways and i thought well you know at least i had fun and actually went out and what not....but then on my way home i got a call from her askin if i wanted to come back and watch a movie with her at the apartment (where i find out her roommate Forced her to call me back and hang out...lol she's shy like me....) so i went back and we watched a couple movies till 4....which was a lot of fun.....
So saturday I got a facebook message saying she had a good time and wanted to do it again sometime soon...and that her and some friends were goin to the bar and she'll probably see me there since she sees me everywhere.....lol so I, Myself and with nobody else, go to the bar and meet up with her.....now if you don't know me I'm really shy and don't normally go out by myself...but i did...and it was fun meeting her friends...(one of her friends who only dates black guys says, "he's pretty cute for a white guy")....well after that i take her home since i only had one beer....and i was gonna drop her off again, but she says hey lets watch Grey's Anatomy Season 2...so i go okay......well she's kinda drunk so she's more opened up and stuff....and we were kinda flirtin around...and we kissed....
Now let me say i felt mixed emotions...she said she was sober and i believed her....but this is only the second time i've hung out...but the other side is like....oh my god kyle your so lucky....so we kiss for a few and i'm holdin her until she falls asleep...and i leave around 4 givin her a kiss again....
Sunday i decide to stay in Adrian another day....i use the excuse that i want to complete my 10 page paper....but cmon....i wanted to see her....she's funny, she's smart, she's athletic....and she loves POP CULTURE....i mean if there ever was a dream girl...this would be her....so around 11:30 i stop over and we hang out again......i mean there's no touchin or anything but when i leave we kiss again so i'm still thinkin all is good....
Well on monday i gave her a call...but got voicemail...but no return call....and now its tuesday at 11:40 pm...still no return....and its starting to bug the hell out of me....so here, i'll put what i wrote to her on facebook....
Hey Kacie,
I just wanted to tell ya that if you want space or if i'm weirdin you out, you can tell me. I'm not tryin to put you in an uncomfortable position or anything because your a really awesome person. I really did have a good time this weekend and I would like to hang out with you more and get to know you better. But if you want to remain friends that would be awesome too!
I don't want to sound forward or anything or jump to conclusions, but I don't want this thing in my head all the time, especially with 3 weeks left before break....if anything i want everything to work out as well as it did this weekend because i did have an awesome time....one of the best i've had in a while.....and if she does want to be just friends then I'm gonna have to reflect on myself because its the SECOND time in a row that this has happened to me.....what am i doing wrong?....i really do like this girl and i can see something happening...i just wish she could to....oh well sorry for the long story...if you read the whole thing i think you for your patience...and i do feel a lil better now...