Thank you, Min Yoongi and Bangtan
"I know it seems pathetic to not have a dream like everyone / 'Everything's going to be alright if you go to university and do as we tell you' / I believed in those words, but I'm living because I can't die" - So Far Away (Feat. 수란 (SURAN) (translation by @papercrowns)
Min Yoongi aka Suga aka Agust D finally dropped his mixtape and I'm just overwhelmed by a tide of emotions. It's no secret that I fell in love with BTS' music because of the beat and their song messages which are always so meaningful amd unafraid of tackling topics that may be considered as taboo by others. But this Agust D mixtape has totally wrecked me, burned me, and resurrected me.
I've been very depressed recently to the point of thinking about suicidal stuff and I just want everything to end, this life, this suffering. But Suga's mixtape saved me. It was like a slap in the face, a wake up call of sorts. I am not alone. I, like him, can overcome this. That's what I have been thinking since I first heard the mixtape and really took in his story, his issues, everything.
This is why I want to thank Min Yoongi for being so brave of baring his soul, his life to us in this mixtape. Heck, it isnt even being sold and I felt as if I am trespassing on him with this precious mixtape. But he's so generous, so real. Thank you.
This also goes to Bangtan whose music had been my strength the first time I learned of them and has continued to be my inspiration.
I had been so blessed being able to see them upclose and live last July 30 during EPILOGUE IN MANILA. It was indeed one of the most beautiful moments in my life. I cannot wait to see them again on Sept 3 as I continue being thankful for the wonderful music they put out for us.
I hope that people who are experiencing or has experienced being in the same situation as Agust D, as me, as others, would eventually find their strength to overcome this srlf loathing, this depression as well.
Let's do our best, together.
Min Yoongi aka Suga aka Agust D finally dropped his mixtape and I'm just overwhelmed by a tide of emotions. It's no secret that I fell in love with BTS' music because of the beat and their song messages which are always so meaningful amd unafraid of tackling topics that may be considered as taboo by others. But this Agust D mixtape has totally wrecked me, burned me, and resurrected me.
I've been very depressed recently to the point of thinking about suicidal stuff and I just want everything to end, this life, this suffering. But Suga's mixtape saved me. It was like a slap in the face, a wake up call of sorts. I am not alone. I, like him, can overcome this. That's what I have been thinking since I first heard the mixtape and really took in his story, his issues, everything.
This is why I want to thank Min Yoongi for being so brave of baring his soul, his life to us in this mixtape. Heck, it isnt even being sold and I felt as if I am trespassing on him with this precious mixtape. But he's so generous, so real. Thank you.
This also goes to Bangtan whose music had been my strength the first time I learned of them and has continued to be my inspiration.
I had been so blessed being able to see them upclose and live last July 30 during EPILOGUE IN MANILA. It was indeed one of the most beautiful moments in my life. I cannot wait to see them again on Sept 3 as I continue being thankful for the wonderful music they put out for us.
I hope that people who are experiencing or has experienced being in the same situation as Agust D, as me, as others, would eventually find their strength to overcome this srlf loathing, this depression as well.
Let's do our best, together.