Mar 27, 2009 02:40
Careless, I am reckless
I'm a wrong-way-travelin'-slowly-unraveling shell of a man
Burnt out, I'm so numb now
That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold, cold heart
Lord, this time I'll make it right, here at the altar I lay my life
Your kingdom come but my will was done, my heart is broken as I...
Cry, like so many times before
But my eyes are dry before I leave the floor, oh Lord
I try but this time, Jesus, how can I be sure I will not lose my follow through
Between the altar and the door
Here at the altar, oh my world so black and white
How could I ever falter
What You've shown me to be right
I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Jesus, I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Oh Lord, I
Um ya... heard this song today when I borrowed my bosses I-pod for the day. I dunno if its just the grace of God blessing me so much lately or me just noticing it more and being more thankful but I feel spoiled. I seriously feel like God is spoiling me. I'm extremely enjoying it and thankful... just shocked. ya know? like I have SOO much to be thankful for I'm not saying I don't have hardships right now but there farther to come by then what I've been blessed by. I have a job...and I"m geting overtime to... There I have a CHRISTIAN boss..(VERY VERY rare in gm factory) got into UofM.. I have a place to live... I have great frenids I dunno its crazy I could take time to listen every detail but I won't... I just feel bad though cuz so many are without jobs and like I try and help... but like I can't afford to really... since I JUST got back and I dunno... ya know trying to make up for the months I didn't work? arg
I am thankful though...just wish more blessins on other people strugglin like God has blessed me latly ....