Cezzie's Crazzies
Hey all!!!
Wow it has been such a long time. I'm still with Steve. See on that the trouble with relationships is they start out easy, for those who don't know we were broke up for a week. I was so caught up in some of my own pain that I couldn't even see his. When it first happened I of course told myself (and a few friends) that I deserved better and saw all his fault in the problem and non of my own! I know I suck
So anyway, after that week I realized my mistake. I hurt him too and it was unfair for me to make him into some villain. So we talked (via e-mail)which, with how I get when I'm emotional ,is a good thing and I went over and the moment I saw him I just knew.
There is just something so special about him. No mater what our differences are he's so good to me and makes me so happy (and I hope I do the same as well) I can see the future when he looks at me. He's the first person I have ever thought about living with in the not too far off future.
Intimatly speaking we are very compatible. There was a small area of concern that had both of us in knots, but it's good now... No corect that it's great. Spiritually we connect to. I always thought I was the only person who collected healing stones, man his collection surpasses mine by far.
Last week was rough, the location of the shop he works at closed and he wasn't sure if he would be going to the other or not. I tried to be there for him as best I could without being smothering. Now our scheduals are really screwy.
I have had interviews for Assistant Manager positions since my last post. Haven't heard back on the most recent, I sould probably call soon, I'm trying to be patient because I know HR is backed up. I should be driving in the next week or so (keep you fingers crossed). this is thanks to the IRS and Steve. So if i don't get a managent job yet I'll probably start looking for a second job so I can clean up some of my debt.
The furute is looking really bright and I can wait to see Steve again (maybe tonight)
Wow it has been such a long time. I'm still with Steve. See on that the trouble with relationships is they start out easy, for those who don't know we were broke up for a week. I was so caught up in some of my own pain that I couldn't even see his. When it first happened I of course told myself (and a few friends) that I deserved better and saw all his fault in the problem and non of my own! I know I suck
So anyway, after that week I realized my mistake. I hurt him too and it was unfair for me to make him into some villain. So we talked (via e-mail)which, with how I get when I'm emotional ,is a good thing and I went over and the moment I saw him I just knew.
There is just something so special about him. No mater what our differences are he's so good to me and makes me so happy (and I hope I do the same as well) I can see the future when he looks at me. He's the first person I have ever thought about living with in the not too far off future.
Intimatly speaking we are very compatible. There was a small area of concern that had both of us in knots, but it's good now... No corect that it's great. Spiritually we connect to. I always thought I was the only person who collected healing stones, man his collection surpasses mine by far.
Last week was rough, the location of the shop he works at closed and he wasn't sure if he would be going to the other or not. I tried to be there for him as best I could without being smothering. Now our scheduals are really screwy.
I have had interviews for Assistant Manager positions since my last post. Haven't heard back on the most recent, I sould probably call soon, I'm trying to be patient because I know HR is backed up. I should be driving in the next week or so (keep you fingers crossed). this is thanks to the IRS and Steve. So if i don't get a managent job yet I'll probably start looking for a second job so I can clean up some of my debt.
The furute is looking really bright and I can wait to see Steve again (maybe tonight)