"Now My Consolation is In the Stardust of a Song"
Two and a half hours after, when I've awaken though I well shouldn't, something dawned upon me.
Of course this is quite unsettling news, and it causes a storm of "Why's" in my head, but maybe the love and adoration I so long pined from aşkım got displaced at, like, arm's length... The more I silently struggle with and altogether deny this, the more it makes perfect sense. Crazy.
But, you know, I still could be making something out of thin air. But still...
I think I'm now at acknowledging this since I'm tired of questioning already. Still too young to be playing with fire, though. I think?
P.S. I THINK watching Get Smart with a cup of Cafe Americano will do the trick. HAHAHAHAHA. Maaan. That's probably gonna be like a pot session. S-M-A-S-H-E-D.
P.P.S. The title comes from one of those oldies but goodies songs. Stardust is the name of the song. My daddy was the one who introduced it to me. It's one of my favorites.