pfft

[cesarsalad]

i suck. just not playing well. it's too hard to maintain focus for this many games, across the country, while tired all the time. and my very suspect word knowledge isn't helping, chickening out on at least 2 valid 4s that were much better than whatever i played, and missing DHINOORS to almost certainly win a game.

at least i am having fun after hours. and i feel great mentally in general, except about sucking at scrabble.