May 27, 2005 00:02
Well I really havent updated this infernal journal in actually a long time. It just seems that their is nothing of substance that really would interest anyone. I have declared my major and my minor. I am majoring in Criminal Justice and minoring in law in society. For those of you that do not what my collegiate plans are I intend to take my degree to law school somewhere.
Ok something random, does anyone pick up stuff with their feet or am I just weird.
Onward with the updating with my life. I have been having these really intense recurring dreams/nightmares these past two weeks . Next friday I am going to the toledo zoo so if anyone wants to go let me know. I will also going to the DIA very soon in the future. I am once again out of good books to read so if anyone would like to trade some books around let me know because it is tough to find kids my age that actually read on a daily basis.
I was gonna try to get a job at mesaba airlines again but after hours of contemplation I decided that this job would not be what I need right now even though free flying would be amazing, i just feel that i would nt use it enough to make it worth my while. Another reason is that my job right now is ridiculus because the less I care about this job and the more i fuck around the more power they give me. Im probably gonna start being a lead and this is a huge pay increase to where I am going to be making like 8 bucks an hour plus tips . But I kinda wanted to get out of prospect just because it is so fucking weird seeing gail from time to time.
I hate the void that is created when I am not around my friends or the lack of something to do at the moment because when i am idle doing nothing i get really depressed and lonely. I also have to find some new drink because this drinking five on the rocks is way too bad for me because it tastes like water and I get way too fucked up to the point where i dont know how i got home and i dont like that feeling because i dont know if drove home or what and that is a scary thought.
Another point, I want to get a dual citzenship with canada. I think that it would be fucking sweet to say i am citizen from another country. Also i want to have it as a backup plan just in case this country continues on this downward spiral that we are on. It is a sad world when our president starts a war based purely on finacial gain. The everyday republican right wing fucks make me sick. They thump their bibles and preach pro life . fuck that , if you wanted pro life then support stem cell research because their are people having their lives stripped away by parkinsons and alzeihmers. The loss of the ability to move and remember your loved ones is two of the scariest aspects of life. To know that we have the capability to help these people and we cant is fucking outrageous. To know that we let the elderly and the diseased suffer because some fat fucks in power are worried about pissing off their god. Fuck that , if your god didnt want us to fuck with genetics or stem cells then he would do something about it. The fact that our doctors in this day in age can play god and alter our structures reaffirms my belief that their could possibly be no god. The real problem I have is with the politicians that use religion as a stepping stone to acquire power. Look at bush , hooked on coke , drunk driver and basically a loser if life but all he had to do was say he was a born again christian and people just eat out of his hand. This country was created for the sole purpose to have freedom of religion that is not pushed on you by your government. but what really is funny that our president can sit on his podium and preach his religion and you guys will revel in his glory but I got up on the podium and used scientific facts to point out that religion and the belief in god is a crock a shit I would be seen as a scoundrel and a low life degenerate. Im not looking to debate or anything so please do not share your comments on this subject with me