To be or not to be that is the question.

[ceruleanrequiem]

Well I'm not too sure what exactly the question is, but my answer is both yes and no, for I believe it pays to be philosophical about such matters. For it is appearance that matters most in this world, and a intricate illusion is what I protray, or at least try to. You see *Cocks his pipe to speak more clearly* if I were to be the person I am, and show what true intelligence I possess, some would think less of me, and yet others would think more. But whats that I hear you cry, I should act myself, regardless. Pfft I say to you, and you *Points at you* Do not shower me with such drivel. For you yourself go out of your way to please certain people, so that they see you in a favourable light, you yourself say things that normally you would not say, use others as a joke to gain favour. It is the way of humanity and for that I am sad. I do not wish to sound as if I am superior, I too am a victim of such. There are very few I would openly defend infront of people who I look upto.
I am not too sure why I wrote this, or what live journal is for exactly. So postage of comments and what not is appreciated, oh ye of little faith. I must say I am gald I have found a place to ramble aimlessly and not be stopped until I see fit...whether people read it or not is another thing...