There's a fine fine line...
So I'm bored and I've been trying to deal with all that is happening to me right now...
I'm seeing a lot of people... and that's cool and all, but I still miss being in a relationship. There isn't a single person that I'm "dating" that I would be even remotely ready to start something with... being with them only reminds me of what I had and what I miss.
I know we will never get back together, but we had so many good times together and I hate the thought of not having any more. I'll miss so much...
I miss going to Lake Argyle and taking pictures of each other for hours at a time.
I miss sitting outside Thompson on a sheet and just looking at the clouds.
I miss going to the zoo and trying to see who can hop like a kangaroo, or do the best monkey impression, or be the best conductor...
I miss kissing in front of waterfalls.
I miss giggling to little kid movies while eating movie-theatre popcorn with WAY too many seasonings, knowing that our breath will be disguisting and not caring.
I miss walking to taco bell at 2am.
I miss dancing without touching eachother, my arms almost around her waist and having drunk lesbians come up to us saying "just kiss her"
I miss making faces at each other when we don't think anyone is watching.
I miss watching Lost together for the first time and not being able to stop watching it for a week; I hate knowing season 2 is out now
I miss carving pumpkins and wiping her tears when she thinks she fucked up the design.
I miss buying dollarstore gifts and putting them in stockings... I miss watching her eat her chocolate from the calendar every day in December.
I miss going to Unity dressed as Pirates and making kick-ass first impressions.
I miss going outside just to kiss in the rain.
I miss holding hands at Walmart and getting stared at by Amish people and not giving a damn.
I miss watching her get in fights over mustard stains and pixels with strange men that we meet.
I miss waking up and saying I love you to the face I'd woken up to practically every day for almost two years.
I miss her acting like her father with certain superstitions... getting scared after breaking the mirror on my door and calming her down by explaining that it was my body that shattered it.
I miss having a kitten with her.
I miss dreaming of the future and picking out old houses that we could fix up.
I miss singing "Take Me or Leave Me" and every other Rent song... along with every Avenue Q, Wicked, Fall Out Boy and Dashboard Confessional song.
Most of all, I miss being able to smile at her without thinking she hates me.
There, I feel better. At least I still have the memories...
I'm seeing a lot of people... and that's cool and all, but I still miss being in a relationship. There isn't a single person that I'm "dating" that I would be even remotely ready to start something with... being with them only reminds me of what I had and what I miss.
I know we will never get back together, but we had so many good times together and I hate the thought of not having any more. I'll miss so much...
I miss going to Lake Argyle and taking pictures of each other for hours at a time.
I miss sitting outside Thompson on a sheet and just looking at the clouds.
I miss going to the zoo and trying to see who can hop like a kangaroo, or do the best monkey impression, or be the best conductor...
I miss kissing in front of waterfalls.
I miss giggling to little kid movies while eating movie-theatre popcorn with WAY too many seasonings, knowing that our breath will be disguisting and not caring.
I miss walking to taco bell at 2am.
I miss dancing without touching eachother, my arms almost around her waist and having drunk lesbians come up to us saying "just kiss her"
I miss making faces at each other when we don't think anyone is watching.
I miss watching Lost together for the first time and not being able to stop watching it for a week; I hate knowing season 2 is out now
I miss carving pumpkins and wiping her tears when she thinks she fucked up the design.
I miss buying dollarstore gifts and putting them in stockings... I miss watching her eat her chocolate from the calendar every day in December.
I miss going to Unity dressed as Pirates and making kick-ass first impressions.
I miss going outside just to kiss in the rain.
I miss holding hands at Walmart and getting stared at by Amish people and not giving a damn.
I miss watching her get in fights over mustard stains and pixels with strange men that we meet.
I miss waking up and saying I love you to the face I'd woken up to practically every day for almost two years.
I miss her acting like her father with certain superstitions... getting scared after breaking the mirror on my door and calming her down by explaining that it was my body that shattered it.
I miss having a kitten with her.
I miss dreaming of the future and picking out old houses that we could fix up.
I miss singing "Take Me or Leave Me" and every other Rent song... along with every Avenue Q, Wicked, Fall Out Boy and Dashboard Confessional song.
Most of all, I miss being able to smile at her without thinking she hates me.
There, I feel better. At least I still have the memories...