Change
No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no,no,no,no,no,no
The subject of this journal entry is change.
Change - To give a completely different form or appearance to; transform.
Things that matter to me now are entirely different from things that mattered to me two years ago and will be entirely different in two years. Two years ago, I couldn't drive, I did my homework more consistently, I hung out with C-C, Jen and Lauren and our friday nights usually revolved around stupid home made movies, trips to the mall and watching ABC TGIF with Boy Meets World. I must admit at that I do still love Boy Meets World... and hang with roughly the same people. However, two years from now, I will have graduated, spent a year in college doing God know what, keeping in contact with God knows who, and getting probably lowsy grades. But hey that's what college is about.
Change is something that everyone goes through. You live through the good and the bad and you learn things from this. I don't know why this entry seems to be going so Dr. Philish.. i guess I have just been thinking alot about this summer and next year and what i want to accomplish and where i want to be as opposed to where I am now. I really need to work hard and pull out a 4. for this last quarter then I know next year will be a breeze. I need to stick out one more year in softball, and I have to joing gay fucking NHS which sucks "cock" in the words of "DICK" lol...
This has been a weird day. week. month. I just feel like everything is so suprising. I want to work to be more crazy-like. More outspoken, If that is even possible. I just feel stupid about stupid stuff I have done, or stuff that I regret, and from now on I'm just going to go after what i want. and fuck people who disagree.
I guess that's all... lol. and has anyone ever seen "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by the Postal Service music video. because i just did and wtf it was crazy.
ohh and I'm reading Haunted right now because the better Mike was taking about it the other day... thinking about "invisible carrots" i dunno. I like reading though.
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no,no,no,no,no,no
The subject of this journal entry is change.
Change - To give a completely different form or appearance to; transform.
Things that matter to me now are entirely different from things that mattered to me two years ago and will be entirely different in two years. Two years ago, I couldn't drive, I did my homework more consistently, I hung out with C-C, Jen and Lauren and our friday nights usually revolved around stupid home made movies, trips to the mall and watching ABC TGIF with Boy Meets World. I must admit at that I do still love Boy Meets World... and hang with roughly the same people. However, two years from now, I will have graduated, spent a year in college doing God know what, keeping in contact with God knows who, and getting probably lowsy grades. But hey that's what college is about.
Change is something that everyone goes through. You live through the good and the bad and you learn things from this. I don't know why this entry seems to be going so Dr. Philish.. i guess I have just been thinking alot about this summer and next year and what i want to accomplish and where i want to be as opposed to where I am now. I really need to work hard and pull out a 4. for this last quarter then I know next year will be a breeze. I need to stick out one more year in softball, and I have to joing gay fucking NHS which sucks "cock" in the words of "DICK" lol...
This has been a weird day. week. month. I just feel like everything is so suprising. I want to work to be more crazy-like. More outspoken, If that is even possible. I just feel stupid about stupid stuff I have done, or stuff that I regret, and from now on I'm just going to go after what i want. and fuck people who disagree.
I guess that's all... lol. and has anyone ever seen "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by the Postal Service music video. because i just did and wtf it was crazy.
ohh and I'm reading Haunted right now because the better Mike was taking about it the other day... thinking about "invisible carrots" i dunno. I like reading though.