:::February, Valentines Day, Did my best to avoid the red clichés:::

[certa1ntragedy5]

i hope everyone had a great valentine's day.
personally it had its up and downs.
im not sure how i would explain that.
nothing bad happened thats for sure.
its weird, if you really try to pay attention to all
the mood swings you go through during a day they seem
to all blend together so well....in some odd way it's wonderful.


today 3 (ugo) boys started talking to me while
i was having a cigarette at school. one of the boys asked
me if the reason girls get all dressed for valentine's
day is because they have a date later in the day, or
if it's because they're hoping that a boy will think that
they're pretty and ask them on a date.
i told him i wasnt sure, then responded that i was
wearing all black and that i look like im going to a
funeral. he asked if i was. i looked at the ground put
my cigarette out and said no. he prolly thinks im odd. good.


i cant wait till my phone is working again.
i'm beginning to despise my thoughts
when im sitting around between classes.
it sucks not having someone to discuss things
with when you're bored.


i wanna get my dance on.
i did that friday night and it
was awesome. yeah. im lame. i know.
oh, and a side note: someone who has a special place in
my heart told me that my name is on an important legal document.
while waiting to go into my math class i started thinking
about it and felt oddly flattered, because it means someone
is giving me their trust in a life or death situation.
i never felt soo special, even though it might seem kind of morbid.
thank you for trusting me.
it really does mean a lot.
♥