:::this one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption:::
i get to sleep in tomorrow...and im currently in the mood to update my lj....weird.
work is going pretty well. im warming up to the girls. i thought they were all nice from the beginning, but im kinda shy when im thrown into a group of people that all know each other, and im the odd one out. i guess you could say, im not myself at work...but then again they pay me to not yell "WOO COLLEGE! SHOW ME YOUR TITS!" to customers. i guess that comes with the territory of having to act semi-professional.
i get paid friday. thank god for that. im dead broke...its sick. i hate having to live from pay check to pay check...and the fact that financially my life at home isnt good either.
i wish i could stop growing up. right now. *closes eyes, crosses fingers, and wishes*.
halloween weekend is 2 days away. yay! im excited for that. hopefully i actually find something to do.
today is jimmy and i's 7 month. *big smile*. ilovehimwithallmyheart.
so one of my managers, anehi, knows a huge tool bag i used to date, bc she used to date one of the guys that was in his band. im glad the lamest kids alive know how to stick together. not.
i meet a lot of random/weird people during my breaks at work. i also find myself smile whenever i see families that appear to be happy walk by. i dont know why.
my 20th bday is in technically 19 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! remember that kids.
i want a fake id so that i can pretend im cool like everyone else who has one. wait...what?
why is jose dead and not around lately? huh?!?!?!?!?!?
im sick of writing about myself bc my life is boring.
mebe if i join a gang or a cult, or something, it'll get cooler.
good night.
[pee. ess. could someone please explain to me why the fuck my neighbors below me put their annoying fucking dog that barks at anything, including the wind, outside at 6:20 in the morning? its not that they let it out that bothers me, they need to let it out. its the fact that they leave it out there for at least 25 minutes. i swear one day im gunna kill that dumb bitch that lives below me for being an inconsiderate whore. it's not like she does it at 10 in the morning...i could deal with that. i had an hour more to sleep before work this morning when that dog woke me up...but no i couldnt sleep bc she has to be cunt. fuck you ug-o neighbor.]
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work is going pretty well. im warming up to the girls. i thought they were all nice from the beginning, but im kinda shy when im thrown into a group of people that all know each other, and im the odd one out. i guess you could say, im not myself at work...but then again they pay me to not yell "WOO COLLEGE! SHOW ME YOUR TITS!" to customers. i guess that comes with the territory of having to act semi-professional.
i get paid friday. thank god for that. im dead broke...its sick. i hate having to live from pay check to pay check...and the fact that financially my life at home isnt good either.
i wish i could stop growing up. right now. *closes eyes, crosses fingers, and wishes*.
halloween weekend is 2 days away. yay! im excited for that. hopefully i actually find something to do.
today is jimmy and i's 7 month. *big smile*. ilovehimwithallmyheart.
so one of my managers, anehi, knows a huge tool bag i used to date, bc she used to date one of the guys that was in his band. im glad the lamest kids alive know how to stick together. not.
i meet a lot of random/weird people during my breaks at work. i also find myself smile whenever i see families that appear to be happy walk by. i dont know why.
my 20th bday is in technically 19 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! remember that kids.
i want a fake id so that i can pretend im cool like everyone else who has one. wait...what?
why is jose dead and not around lately? huh?!?!?!?!?!?
im sick of writing about myself bc my life is boring.
mebe if i join a gang or a cult, or something, it'll get cooler.
good night.
[pee. ess. could someone please explain to me why the fuck my neighbors below me put their annoying fucking dog that barks at anything, including the wind, outside at 6:20 in the morning? its not that they let it out that bothers me, they need to let it out. its the fact that they leave it out there for at least 25 minutes. i swear one day im gunna kill that dumb bitch that lives below me for being an inconsiderate whore. it's not like she does it at 10 in the morning...i could deal with that. i had an hour more to sleep before work this morning when that dog woke me up...but no i couldnt sleep bc she has to be cunt. fuck you ug-o neighbor.]
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