Another one...

Dec 17, 2006 19:55

As alway when my mom starts calls me and says, "I have bad news".. i always dread the worst.. cuz so far recently its been the death of another one of my birds... as what happened this time.. Just got off the phone with her.. I mean my birds are sorta getting up there in age... but idk.. I kinda feel like if I was there taking care of them they would be living longer, cuz it just seems like everytime I visit there is little water or food... but i guess that just cuz they soil their food at the drop of a hat...
... this time though it was truly my favorite bird, Gaia, not to say that any of them particularly cared for me or like me more... but Gaia was the bird that could fly the least out of all of them.. so she was the one that got the most used to me picking her up and holding her and, since she had the weakest flight muscles, she was the worst flyer.. so often times I would have to pick her up and bring her to the cage cuz she couldn't fly that straight... I guess that was her downfall, cuz unlike my other birds whom my mom just found dead or whatever on the bottom of the cage.. she was cleaning their cage out, and as usual they all got a little freaked and were flying around the room, but i guess something happened where Gaia crashed into something,.. and my mom thinks she broke her neck or something, ... cuz she was tweeting when my mom picked her up... and then she just fell still... think thats what gets me the most.. i know if i was there i would probably be bawling even more so... I feel even worse cuz last time I was home, i didn't even pay that much attention to them, just came in to check on them for like five seconds and then left...

...this day just crap ontop of crap, just what i needed...

Wind to thy Wings, Gaia... you will be missed

death, birds, crappy days

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