Nov 17, 2004 14:06
Today has been interesting for me. People think that they can just say mean and hurtful things about me, and that it's ok. I think that people need to stop being hateful and stop ignoring the fact that I'm a different BETTER person and give me a little credit. Today I've been told "fuck off and don't bother me" and I've been referred to in someone's LJ as a "venom spewing viper" (my personal favorite) All they want to do is remember the selfish, back stabbing, bitch I used to be. Not the kind, honest, decent person that I have become. I'm just glad my friends I have now, knew what I did, but still got to know the person I am now. Even though it may be justified, It kind of hurts. Only because negative remarks always do, no matter where or who they come from. Then again these are people who I haven't associated with in very long time. I'll be upset for a minute or 2 then say FUCK IT LOL I don't have time for immature grudges, and these people have every right to be upset with me. I just hate that I've made an effort and it means nothing. . . I am Jack's broken spirit.
On a happier note, Guess who is going to Mardi Gras??? I can't wait!!! It's going to be sooo much fun. Their will be hot guys and girls flashing, and lots and lots of alcohol:) What more could a girl ask for!!!