Well that just slices it...
I'm already peevish from dealing with my sister (can I just take a moment from being my normal patient, loving, caring self and say she's a complete and utter fucking judgmental psychotic bitch? thank you. I feel better now.), and then my random kitten picture won't show.
BLECH.
BLECH.
I wrote her a letter, explaining all my news and giving her the heads up so if she came to my Grandparent's 60th anniversary party (since anniversaries are 'allowed') she wouldn't cause a scene or shun me in front of them (because that would just be petty and uncool, and not beyond the realm of possibility for my "Christian" sister).
She wrote me a letter back all about how I betrayed her, rejected God and how dare I call her on physically abusing me (as she puts it, in the past, conveniently forgetting when she was preganant and so mad she almost attacked me). *growl*
I talked to my aunt for an hour and she reminded me that she's been like that since childhood...she believes that everyone owes her and that she was so hard done by while growing up. She conveniently forgets that she spent the better part of our growing up physically hurting me and doesn't like to be reminded.
Anyway, I wrote her back a huge letter that I mailed yesterday, setting her straight in a REALLY nice way, basically love bombing her and being the better person. I also told her she couldn't judge me (that was God's job), that she wasn't allowed to use any communication between us - no matter how small or infrequent - to dump her anger, hurt, and any other negative emotions in my lap. I told her that the watchtower society did not speak for God (and then told her that I wasn't going discuss religious doctrine...hehe).
I did great in the letter, and then after I mailed it I got really upset/pissed off. And I'd had to be SO nice to show myself better than her, that it just about killed me. o.O
Anyway, thanks hon. I'm still ecstatically happy otherwise and if she writes back, I'm returning it unopened. I told her not to bother writing me as I was pretty sure I knew what she'd say (and that I wasn't interested in hearing it again). hehe
*snuggles*
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