yo

Mar 21, 2006 19:26

hi, I'm not going to say much but I'm going through some things, seems I always am I know, but I'm trying with all my heart to work through them. From here on out I live for God's approval and my own. I'm tired of not doing things because I'm worried of what others will think. I've decided, as scary and as daunting a task it will be, to plan out and go to Australia. God willing, I will get there. And hopefully grow some.

This fear, fear of what people will think, fear of failure, fear in general, has almost paralyzed me. I'm tired of living that way. It's caused me to miss out on so much. I even convinced myself otherwise on occassion.

I've been a bit confused and scatterbrained and indecisive for the past few years, or ten or more really. I'm sorry for that. There are few that I trust completely, so many won't know I'm going til I'm gone. Which is good cause I don't know if I could take people convincing me otherwise. Well, that's it for now. I'm tired, Good night people. Love ya!
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