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u know whats sweet... not hearin from the guy u super care about.. ya how sweet.. oh well on other news friday night i hung out with the coolest people... the oTSC. i went out to warren and hung out at the house... it was a fuckin blast... i met some awesome kids who will always have my back. thats what i need at times.... i can handle my own but it is always good to have some back up. then on sat i met up with justin, dan and erin on friday night.. i went to highschool with them... i havent seen them in like 2 years.. i was so happy. i found out that the twins(dan and justin) both had crushes on my in highschool. awe how cute.. well justin still does and i still have a crush on him.. we hun out friday till like 6:00am just layin next to a fire and lookin at the stars. i saw my very first shootin star. i was soooo excited. it was super romantic.... maybe this could be a new person who actually cares about me... i sat there that night in awe with how good justin treated me.. no guy has ever treated me like that... i am super happy.. and it scares me... i didnt think of gerry that whole night...still didnt till this very moment... i have had justin in my head all day.i think this is what i need... is a good guy here in cleveland to treat me right and for me to be happy.... today i went to akron to hang out with the akron boys... shit hit the fuckin roof... jd, jessie, dougie, and jason all packed thier shit and just moved to long island today.. i am super upset!!! i miss them already i guess chris, skinhead ryan, and bsmith were on thier back about a job... y they bitched at them for it i dunno yan has no place to make any choices and bitch at people.. he dont pay rent... plus blain doesnt either. so the whole day i hung out with brandon and his family.. they treat me better then my own family. his mom is soooo uber cute. i love it there.... oh well i am gonna attempt to go to bed and get a good night of sleep... nite
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Sasha
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Sasha