Fallen tears rip my mind apart...
Old memorys digging up graves I wish could have been left covered and swept up under the rug of time...Why me I don't diserve the carma that has been passed upon me do I? It seems every time I believe I have escaped misery it has gained just a little more speed than the last...Anger builds inside my head trying to figure out why I do the things that I do it's almost impossible for me to figure out my resoning for things that have been executed by myself...I don't know mabe I've done to many drugs for my own good what do you think?
I got ahold of someone that I wished I could forget...or should I say she got ahold of me and o boy that was an interesting conversation that I care not repeat...she hasnt changed...although I wished that she had...I would ask if she would like to get back together ....but well I dont think that would be a good idea on eather instance...and I'm sure many would agree with me if I mentioned her name...and no it is not the one whos name shall not be mentioned...just incase anyone was wondering...big smile always a hard thing to do,but always have to try because I dont like the constant question of whats wrong jeff...if anyone truely wants to know here is a list of everything that is wrong ok....
#1 The last time I was close to someone I care about in a romantic since was april,6,2002 with someone that I despise now have been steped on by and had my life riped apart...
#2 Everyones always fighting over the most anaine things that could possibly be argued about...
#3 My mothers back together with a speed fiend...
#4 Friends that seem to be... aperently cannot be trusted...
#5 I'm living in a place with beautiful women that want to be friends....yes I know that makes me a looser,fugly,anoying,or something I havent figured out yet...
#6 My father avoids me every chance he gets because he owes me money...even though if he paid me back some of it I would be able to get back on my feet...
#7 I'm piss ass broke and having a very hard time trying to be the opposite...
Ok mabe I've said to much at this point and I have a feeling if this is noticed by certain people...my life is going to get somewhat interesting...mabe.....................
I got ahold of someone that I wished I could forget...or should I say she got ahold of me and o boy that was an interesting conversation that I care not repeat...she hasnt changed...although I wished that she had...I would ask if she would like to get back together ....but well I dont think that would be a good idea on eather instance...and I'm sure many would agree with me if I mentioned her name...and no it is not the one whos name shall not be mentioned...just incase anyone was wondering...big smile always a hard thing to do,but always have to try because I dont like the constant question of whats wrong jeff...if anyone truely wants to know here is a list of everything that is wrong ok....
#1 The last time I was close to someone I care about in a romantic since was april,6,2002 with someone that I despise now have been steped on by and had my life riped apart...
#2 Everyones always fighting over the most anaine things that could possibly be argued about...
#3 My mothers back together with a speed fiend...
#4 Friends that seem to be... aperently cannot be trusted...
#5 I'm living in a place with beautiful women that want to be friends....yes I know that makes me a looser,fugly,anoying,or something I havent figured out yet...
#6 My father avoids me every chance he gets because he owes me money...even though if he paid me back some of it I would be able to get back on my feet...
#7 I'm piss ass broke and having a very hard time trying to be the opposite...
Ok mabe I've said to much at this point and I have a feeling if this is noticed by certain people...my life is going to get somewhat interesting...mabe.....................