Deja Vu.
I can feel it happening again.
I wish I didn't feel like this sometimes.
One of the reasons I hate long distance relationships. I worry. I feel like I'm some clingy little girl wondering what he's doing when he's not with me. Am I one of those so called, attention whores? Do I yearn and crave for his attention? I hope that's not the case.
Bringing me back to what happened last time. I hate comparing, but I can't help it.
Rejection.
Abandonment.
What's wrong with me? Maybe this isn't right, but it feels so good. He could do better. I'm not skinny or pretty enough. I don't know how to be sexy for him.
I'm too negative.
I can't even bring myself to talk to him on the phone. I can do all these other things with him. But, I can't talk to him. How sad is that?
I just care about him so much.
I wish I didn't feel like this sometimes.
One of the reasons I hate long distance relationships. I worry. I feel like I'm some clingy little girl wondering what he's doing when he's not with me. Am I one of those so called, attention whores? Do I yearn and crave for his attention? I hope that's not the case.
Bringing me back to what happened last time. I hate comparing, but I can't help it.
Rejection.
Abandonment.
What's wrong with me? Maybe this isn't right, but it feels so good. He could do better. I'm not skinny or pretty enough. I don't know how to be sexy for him.
I'm too negative.
I can't even bring myself to talk to him on the phone. I can do all these other things with him. But, I can't talk to him. How sad is that?
I just care about him so much.