Twenty-one... and never been kissed.
Happy Birthday to me. Pictures and a more descriptive journal entry about goings on of yesterday and today will be posted later.
love [luhv] Pronunciation noun, verb, loved, lov·ing
-noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7. sexual intercourse; copulation.
8. (initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
...And about 100 other meanings as to what love means, according to www.dictionary.com.
How do you know when you love someone? Is there a red flag that you see waving infront of you saying "You love them!" Is it a warm feeling you feel deep down inside everytime you see, talk or interact with that person? Is it... getting nervous around them. Afraid to say something aloud or press the send button when talking to them through an instant messaging service. Or is it... having feelings more sexual related and having thoughts about doing something with them. Is it thinking about them throughout the day, looking at your phone to see if they called, looked on your computer to see if they're online, checking your email to see they if they emailed you. Is love starting something that you can't finish. Is love feeling safe in that person's arms when they embrace you.
I'm not sure what love is or how to recognize it.
Thinking about it scares me.
I want to love and be loved by someone. But everytime I try... I either run away and lever look back or try to push them away.
How can someone love a girl like me? When there's tons of other fish in the sea, more attractive, smarter, sexier, more experienced, thinner, taller and funner, better than me.
love [luhv] Pronunciation noun, verb, loved, lov·ing
-noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7. sexual intercourse; copulation.
8. (initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
...And about 100 other meanings as to what love means, according to www.dictionary.com.
How do you know when you love someone? Is there a red flag that you see waving infront of you saying "You love them!" Is it a warm feeling you feel deep down inside everytime you see, talk or interact with that person? Is it... getting nervous around them. Afraid to say something aloud or press the send button when talking to them through an instant messaging service. Or is it... having feelings more sexual related and having thoughts about doing something with them. Is it thinking about them throughout the day, looking at your phone to see if they called, looked on your computer to see if they're online, checking your email to see they if they emailed you. Is love starting something that you can't finish. Is love feeling safe in that person's arms when they embrace you.
I'm not sure what love is or how to recognize it.
Thinking about it scares me.
I want to love and be loved by someone. But everytime I try... I either run away and lever look back or try to push them away.
How can someone love a girl like me? When there's tons of other fish in the sea, more attractive, smarter, sexier, more experienced, thinner, taller and funner, better than me.