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I had a long car ride to think about shit (which is never good). Yeah i am sry for a few thing, getting completely wasted friday night, and throwing up on dani's carpet, yet at the same time im kinda glad i did... and then i feel sry again which is really confuseing, and then i get angry cuz after i leave whos there to make u feel better, and then i just stop caring and then i relized ill always care and then i just try to stop thinking which never works and it goes to anger again, i wanna just get back at u and go mess around with some girl (not that it will do anything) just to do it...and then when we do actually talk nothing is the same again, cuz we dont phsyically talk, which doesn't seem to phase u one bit which gets makes me not want to care and then it basically over there with not caring yet ill always care, even when i leave and im 8 hours away in new york, but u really dont care cuz its only one thing u lost...