I'm having a hard time distinguishing whether or not this down-pour of emotions is to be attributed to the four hours of sleep I got last night or the 8-5/6-10 work-day. Thursday is known as "shit-day". Everybody knows that, except for the 'friends' I haven't seen in months who don't and probably won't know how I found myself here. Miserable. Tired of being submissive. Tiring of being tired from chasin' cheese and zzz's. ** I'm broke. I'm not smoking cigarettes anymore. Hate is the opposing spectrum of love. I hate everything and want to punch it all. (The pussy inside of me is shaking it's head in disapproval, maybe some yelling or screaming would suffice.) I'm lonely and have no-one to just let it all out to.
First, I missed Alyssa. The only friend I think I've ever cried over. Alyssa moved away to college and I cried and cried and cried for days*. Needless to say, she is the person I share the oldest roots with. After she left for Keene State College I was petrified she would forget me as I ** sat home lonely wah-wah friendless.
save.
http://www.usmagazine.com/stylebeauty/news/see-katy-perrys-royal-wedding-inspired-nails-2011294?ref=nfit is disgusting the way we pay attention and focus on irrelevant, well - shit.
*Soundtrack or **Currently listening, figure 'em out.
1. Going Away to College - Blink-182
2. Big Bang - Aesop Rock
3. Daylight - Aesop Rock