#16 Many many empty promises,
Everyone said I looked too serious today.
They said my Chinese grades weren't that bad, but Mummy disagreed, vehemently. I thought so too, hahah. I wish I didn't say anything before I received my sucky grades, because they just added on to how pissed off I was with myself. I just threw away my only three-point-something-grade-point, hello failure much, like it was the only (i know this is a run-on sentence but whatever, really) subject I could actually get a better score at, but nooo, I just have to get like a score that totally pulled my grades waaaaaay down, and Mummy agrees on how failure I am, in fact she said it, hurr. And the best part is I just have to score better in my weird sucky incoherent bao zhang bao dao instead of my paper 2 which is whopping-popping 110 marks. Grreeeeaaattt, now I feel like I have disappointed all the teachers I had this year, greeeaaatttt. Lu lao shi doesn't deserve this, ohmaaan.
It's like, 你尽力了, 却还是这么差劲.
And she doesn't even trust me to read the name of the Taiwan university I'm going to stay in correctly now.
GUO LI TAI WAN SHI FAN DA XUE, I KNOW THAT VERY WELL THANK YOU.
I passed English, Ms. Lee is a good teacher:D (No it's not a because-therefore sentence, it's a therefore, because statement.)
Am happy with the rest of my results except for Physics, she must love me.
And the best part was I couldn't mourn for my Chinese in peace today, Taiwan Immersion, and.
I'm sorry for the (my) lousy --- , even though **** says I shouldn't blame myself,
Because I'm part of the. Hopeless. Helpless. Wrecked. (And not doing anything about it, hurrr.)
Sorry, because in that world where we envision, sorry's don't belong.
Whatever, already.
Chinese told me I was a failure, already.
My friends told/taught me grades weren't everything in school, I still had them:D
Joyce baked me a brownie cake, and I love it, therefore I love her.
I hope tomorrow's okay.
I don't like wasting people's time.
And, aiyah forget it.
They said my Chinese grades weren't that bad, but Mummy disagreed, vehemently. I thought so too, hahah. I wish I didn't say anything before I received my sucky grades, because they just added on to how pissed off I was with myself. I just threw away my only three-point-something-grade-point, hello failure much, like it was the only (i know this is a run-on sentence but whatever, really) subject I could actually get a better score at, but nooo, I just have to get like a score that totally pulled my grades waaaaaay down, and Mummy agrees on how failure I am, in fact she said it, hurr. And the best part is I just have to score better in my weird sucky incoherent bao zhang bao dao instead of my paper 2 which is whopping-popping 110 marks. Grreeeeaaattt, now I feel like I have disappointed all the teachers I had this year, greeeaaatttt. Lu lao shi doesn't deserve this, ohmaaan.
It's like, 你尽力了, 却还是这么差劲.
And she doesn't even trust me to read the name of the Taiwan university I'm going to stay in correctly now.
GUO LI TAI WAN SHI FAN DA XUE, I KNOW THAT VERY WELL THANK YOU.
I passed English, Ms. Lee is a good teacher:D (No it's not a because-therefore sentence, it's a therefore, because statement.)
Am happy with the rest of my results except for Physics, she must love me.
And the best part was I couldn't mourn for my Chinese in peace today, Taiwan Immersion, and.
I'm sorry for the (my) lousy --- , even though **** says I shouldn't blame myself,
Because I'm part of the. Hopeless. Helpless. Wrecked. (And not doing anything about it, hurrr.)
Sorry, because in that world where we envision, sorry's don't belong.
Whatever, already.
Chinese told me I was a failure, already.
My friends told/taught me grades weren't everything in school, I still had them:D
Joyce baked me a brownie cake, and I love it, therefore I love her.
I hope tomorrow's okay.
I don't like wasting people's time.
And, aiyah forget it.