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I wonder what is going through his mind when he tells me he doesn't know...how can you be so indecisive about something like this? What did I ever do that was so wrong...be myself...guess that's not good enough for some people. I know things change I'm not that stupid...but really when the friendship has been one ended for so long I should have known it was coming. I say everyday that I don't care I'm so over it...but it hurts to think everyday that just because when don't see each other or talk everyday that we CAN'T be what we used to be...You make it so far in life with your right hand person and then...their just like who are you? I guess things aren't as great as what I make them seem...things happen...and one day maybe he will realize what I already have...