b-day fever
it will be my b-day in 1 hour and 55 minutes. i am not excited, i didn't want to let him or his lack of presence on my day ruin it, but he is on the way, i love him so much, and even though it is not my b-day yet, he insisted on dropping by to give me a gift, no card he never shares his feelings that is what did it never a card maybe i am just selfish, and i know he is not mine, nor will he ever be but god damn can't you just hang out on my fucking birthday it is important to me and i know that i will not see him at all for the next 25 hours and 55 minutes because thats how he is . my birthday wish find someone who deserves me, and is down to kick it on my birthday.