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[cera_sumat]

So I'm in St. Louis. It's actually not too bad cold-wise, and the guys are somewhat amusing. Still would rather not be here, obviously. Tomorrow starts the real stuff. We'll see what happens, but I should learn lots at least.

I also feel like I let people down a lot, especially my friends. Maybe I do, maybe I don't, but I need to stop worrying so much about it. Puts strain on everything.

Weee!