"i heard this once: give me a man who is man enough to give himself only to the woman who is worth him. if that woman were me, i'd love him alone. and forever."
I'll be pondering this all day. I've already been pondering WTF is up with guys who can't find a way to make things work with some of the most amazing women I've ever met, most especially yourself.
"Worth me?" Who the hell knows. I just wake up in the morning from more dreams of what her hair will smell like and what her laugh will sound like and I try to be a better Manko in hopes that that will bring her a little closer, while periodically hearing that another potential Her has been wasting her time with an obvious schmuck because she thought she could help him change into the better man it looked like he wanted to be.
And how does one find out anything about people without giving oneself, and what the hell is there to do with life but give oneself anyway, although yeah, one shouldn't plant one's seeds in the parking lot or on the beach or in a cloud.
In my senility I've come to believe in something, something that seems to like the things we do when we're inspired, and seems to like the things we do when we connect with each other, and so it sends us inspirations and connections...but it doesn't much seem to care about us finding and maintaining stable relationships.
I guess that part's all on us, ours to try and fail and try and fail and try and learn whatever we can.
You are just about the shiniest thing I've ever seen. You are very good for the world. Take care of yourself.
I'll be pondering this all day. I've already been pondering WTF is up with guys who can't find a way to make things work with some of the most amazing women I've ever met, most especially yourself.
"Worth me?" Who the hell knows. I just wake up in the morning from more dreams of what her hair will smell like and what her laugh will sound like and I try to be a better Manko in hopes that that will bring her a little closer, while periodically hearing that another potential Her has been wasting her time with an obvious schmuck because she thought she could help him change into the better man it looked like he wanted to be.
And how does one find out anything about people without giving oneself, and what the hell is there to do with life but give oneself anyway, although yeah, one shouldn't plant one's seeds in the parking lot or on the beach or in a cloud.
In my senility I've come to believe in something, something that seems to like the things we do when we're inspired, and seems to like the things we do when we connect with each other, and so it sends us inspirations and connections...but it doesn't much seem to care about us finding and maintaining stable relationships.
I guess that part's all on us, ours to try and fail and try and fail and try and learn whatever we can.
You are just about the shiniest thing I've ever seen. You are very good for the world. Take care of yourself.
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