wow.

Oct 29, 2004 16:59

yeah, haven't updated in a long time.

but if i jinx myself, i jinx myself.

i'm working at lowe's and wow, i think i kinda like it.

the pay is good.

the work isn't bad.

i know everyone high up, some even corporate.

the people are decent to moderately rad.

it's good.

i don't know, i say this a lot but things are getting better.

a slow progression.

why does it take everything so long to get good and can be brought down pass the level of failure before in the blink of an eye, or an action just as simple. a comment, even.

happiness is a fragile thing.

bought my new light fixture, plants and terrarium. plants got here eons ago and fixture and terrarium have yet to be scene.

you can have the earring the size of a dime at lowe's.

so now i am guaged again, 0ga that is. probably 00ga tomorrow night. i never knew how big a dime was until i compared it my plugs.

yeah, plugs are not acceptable at lowe's but earrings are and if you are like me and buy a lot of diamond plugs and clear silicone o-rings to match, then you're set. maybe they accept plugs, i doubt they think a giant, vivid hole in your ear is decent though...so i doubt it.

hurray for money.

today is payday and well, i only got paid for my first week of work and my orientation days and hot...damn. anyway, things will be cool tonight, if they go as spurratically planned. yeah, redundent. bitch. shut up.

i don't think i give a shit anymore, frankly. in a good way, not a adolescent rebellion sort of way. never really got into that. some may think i did, but my past fashion disasters were the 'cool' thing at the time with the 'cool' kids and i am a social fuck who conformed to disconformity. hah. but yeah, i don't care anymore. high school is for pussies.

i need to get to working on my diploma for web site design, i have been slacking since i've been working full-time. i need to work on my novel, but i am too busy being careless to care. being cynical throughout my teenage years is not a sign of maturity, but an act of immaturity as to be skeptical with every word an able mouth i know, says. pretty fucking stupid but i know i'm right most of the time. i know i am.

i'll save being cynical for a while. maybe not though. whatever.

i like old 'it dies today'. i don't care if anyone else doesn't.

i like all else failed too. same as the above.

i like as the sun sets more than daughters. same as the above.

(see info on more bands i enjoy)

hmmm, i got some things to do.

yep.
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