Feeling Worthless (Again)
Ever since I went to work I've been in an odd sort of mood. I've been feeling a bit worthless I guess. It's really frustrating because I work my ass off for my $6.75 an hour, while some of my co-workers hardly work for their $8-10 per hour. It just doesn't seem right to me. It's like no matter how hard I work I never get recognition for my efforts. I didn't think about this until just now, but that seems to be the story of my life. Everything I do ends up like this, except where work is concerned it's money I don't get instead of the tallent to back up my efforts. It's all just becoming a bit monotonous.
Aside from that, this summer seems pretty worthless so far. At least when I'm at school I'm doing something worth while. Here, I sit at home all morning & afternoon, then go make pizzas at night. It's just silly. At school I have my school work, and my friends, & fun to keep my busy & satisfied. I feel like I'm wasting my time this summer. I'm not having any fun and I'm not doing any work that's worth while. No wonder I feel worthless.
PS~ I feel like a total jerk because I don't talk to Beth much anymore. What a best friend I am.
Aside from that, this summer seems pretty worthless so far. At least when I'm at school I'm doing something worth while. Here, I sit at home all morning & afternoon, then go make pizzas at night. It's just silly. At school I have my school work, and my friends, & fun to keep my busy & satisfied. I feel like I'm wasting my time this summer. I'm not having any fun and I'm not doing any work that's worth while. No wonder I feel worthless.
PS~ I feel like a total jerk because I don't talk to Beth much anymore. What a best friend I am.