Venting
So the boy friend canceled on my today to finish up some school work. I was hanging out with K-tina & the Pole and I was having a lot of fun. Then K-tina decided that the boy was more important than the girls. I feel bad for being upset because I really love the fact that she is happy, but as we all know, misery loves company. If I'm not by myself I don't have to sit around crying and wishing Marc would make me a priority. I don't wanna bring it up to her becuase like I said, I love that she's happy and I love that she's found a guy. It's hard for me to listen about it all the time and see it because my boy is so far away.
Now to vent about Marc... I think it's really awesome that he's found something that he's good at and passionate about. I really do. But I miss him. I wish I were more a priority in his life like he is in mine. I wish that he would just randomly decide that he wanted to come and see me and just drive over because he missed me. I wish he would call me just to say hello. I have this feeling that when we grow up and get married that our relationship is going to take a back seat to his career and I don't like that. He's always been number one with me.
Now to vent about Marc... I think it's really awesome that he's found something that he's good at and passionate about. I really do. But I miss him. I wish I were more a priority in his life like he is in mine. I wish that he would just randomly decide that he wanted to come and see me and just drive over because he missed me. I wish he would call me just to say hello. I have this feeling that when we grow up and get married that our relationship is going to take a back seat to his career and I don't like that. He's always been number one with me.