Apr 13, 2005 15:57
This roller coaster is killing me. I'll be great for like ten minutes, then I will fall again for no reason, then back up again, then down, then up, then down, and on and on: no wonder I've been nauseous. I was really blue, so I read a book, and I got really into the book, which cheered me up. Then I got out a new book and sat at the computer for a few minutes, and was blue again. This was all in a period of less than an hour. If I'm gonna be depressed, I wish I would just stay there for awhile, or if I'm gonna be happy, stay there for awhile.... stability is all I'm asking for.
PS~ I really miss Marc :-(