Hey everyone and anyone who still subscribes to reading my post. Just a thought..but I was thinking...as I do alot of..and this is what came up with
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I'm not sure what to even write here...for the first time, ever.
Rob and I have tried everything possible to help you from out here, including offering to let you live here, but you haven't wanted to. I can definitely understand you not wanting to leave Kelly for any reason. The best I can tell you is to get enrolled in school. The grant money every few months should suffice to help with bills and such. Also you could get a work-study job if you were enrolled in college and all. Other than that, all I can recommend is working someplace you may not want to in order to get some money into the house...hey...I worked at Dion's and Sonic and didn't want to...but I did what I had to do. I know you have the mind for it, but you don't have the motivation...
As for Dad not working for over a year...this is a perfect example of why I left when I did. It had nothing to do with you, in fact if you had wanted us to, we would've taken you with us at that time. Dad was just getting out of control like Mom did in Ohio before I left, and I KNEW I was going to have a nervous breakdown if I didn't leave right then. There are more opportunities here, so if you ever want to come back, don't even hesitate to do so...
And go find an Al-Anon meeting. PLEASE. You and Kel both need that to deal with the current addict you're living with. There HAS to be one nearby.... http://www.alanon.com <-- go there for it. Also, call me if things get that bad...if I'm at work, I can call back during my breaks. :)
I love you, B. As your sister, when you're hurting like this, it still effects me (even from 1600 miles away). Please call me when you're feeling like this. I of all people on Earth know the most about how you feel right now.
Rob and I have tried everything possible to help you from out here, including offering to let you live here, but you haven't wanted to. I can definitely understand you not wanting to leave Kelly for any reason. The best I can tell you is to get enrolled in school. The grant money every few months should suffice to help with bills and such. Also you could get a work-study job if you were enrolled in college and all. Other than that, all I can recommend is working someplace you may not want to in order to get some money into the house...hey...I worked at Dion's and Sonic and didn't want to...but I did what I had to do. I know you have the mind for it, but you don't have the motivation...
As for Dad not working for over a year...this is a perfect example of why I left when I did. It had nothing to do with you, in fact if you had wanted us to, we would've taken you with us at that time. Dad was just getting out of control like Mom did in Ohio before I left, and I KNEW I was going to have a nervous breakdown if I didn't leave right then. There are more opportunities here, so if you ever want to come back, don't even hesitate to do so...
And go find an Al-Anon meeting. PLEASE. You and Kel both need that to deal with the current addict you're living with. There HAS to be one nearby.... http://www.alanon.com <-- go there for it. Also, call me if things get that bad...if I'm at work, I can call back during my breaks. :)
I love you, B. As your sister, when you're hurting like this, it still effects me (even from 1600 miles away). Please call me when you're feeling like this. I of all people on Earth know the most about how you feel right now.
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