distraught
very confused lately. i just read evryone's recent entries on the friend list because i havent updated in a while and peoples entries were so mad/sad so now im kind of mad/sad for them even though i dont know what the entries are about. k stalker. plus im a paranoid psycho and i feel like whenever someone is mad, they're mad at me...idk im just odd like that about things. i'll like interpret the things and be like "i hope theyre not talking about me"..rrright..so anywayy now that i made myself sound like a complete fon..k so everyone be glad please. im having anxiety for you people...ocd is bad stuff. alrighttt so life has been really different lately. it just has. bizarreness...no more repelent for like 2days...very exciting/scary/wierd as hell. and its kind of stressful. this is probably very confusing for the average joe but if your one of those vip's then you know what im talking about. hopefully. feelings keep fluxuatingggggg.uy frustrations frustrations. im on telly with shish now so im goingggg. bye.