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dear alex's livejournal

i'm very lonely
and very upset.
i haven't spoken my mind in two days
and i won't for a while yet.
it doesn't matter how i feel
and it doesn't matter what i think.
it doesn't matter who i love.
because i am alone and miserable and i am going to stay this way.

i don't care what everyone says...
i don't want to be alone anymore.
i just want a fucking hug.
but that's too much to ask for
and it's not what i'm going to get.

i get nothing.

i love you