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Jen was in the hospital. Jen had tried to kill herself.
He wanted to yell and scream and punch Alex in the face. He wanted to yell to the universe about how could it happen? The thing was, Clarke had both acknowledged and actively worried about this happening. He knew Jen wasn't in a good place and he knew that their last conversation hadn't exactly helped lift her spirits. He had hoped that it at least made her aware that he still cared about her and that he was still paying attention to her. Clarke wasn't naive enough to think that knowledge was enough to keep Jenny Shepard going but he wished that it had helped more than it apparently did.
At first he wasn't sure he believed the rumors but Gibbs's post confirmed things. After some investigation he was able to locate where she was being treated and headed there immediately. He didn't think about the time or that she might not want to see him, just that he needed to see her.
He knocked lightly on her door and crept in, sitting in an empty chair at her bedside.
He wanted to yell and scream and punch Alex in the face. He wanted to yell to the universe about how could it happen? The thing was, Clarke had both acknowledged and actively worried about this happening. He knew Jen wasn't in a good place and he knew that their last conversation hadn't exactly helped lift her spirits. He had hoped that it at least made her aware that he still cared about her and that he was still paying attention to her. Clarke wasn't naive enough to think that knowledge was enough to keep Jenny Shepard going but he wished that it had helped more than it apparently did.
At first he wasn't sure he believed the rumors but Gibbs's post confirmed things. After some investigation he was able to locate where she was being treated and headed there immediately. He didn't think about the time or that she might not want to see him, just that he needed to see her.
He knocked lightly on her door and crept in, sitting in an empty chair at her bedside.